I told her...

Yes Mum now knows about the blog. But I haven't told her the web address yet.

Tonight I went to see 'Rachel getting married' with my Mum & Sister (movie was not what I expected - Anne was brilliant but the movie was only so so) and at dinner after, I told Mum about the blog. She is very enthused about it, and thinks it's a great idea. I'm not yet comfortable with her reading it yet, so she'll have to wait till I'm ready. I told Mum also about how I felt following her comment when she saw me on Sunday (previous blog) and she said she saw on my face that I was upset when she said it. She still feels that she can't notice much of a difference - maybe my current weight is the one she has 'ingrained' in her memory, and she just doesnt remember when I was heavier!!!

Anyway i'm happy with this outcome, and actually feel a little more motivated now.

Now the next comment has noting to do with the above.

Dinner at Mimmo's on Sunday is off.

Now this as I said has nothing to do with my Mum or the recent developments. It's more my overall feelings. I have done OK this month, but I feel that I could have done better. I could have done more, eaten a little better and exercised harder. As such I don't feel comfortable with having a great big get together to 'celebrate' my weight loss to date. This is not me punishing myself or things like that. It's more that i'm not yet ready to 'celebrate'.

I will re-arrange soon. Plus my craving for bolognese is no longer there too!